Someone strong and powerful can become weak overnight. That's the cruelty of life.
You can't expect what will happen to you in the next second. It is worth it to spend your life focusing on things that you don't really enjoy? You live to fulfill your dreams, you don't live to ensure a career in the future. Seeing someone healthy suddenly becoming weak do bring back a lot of memories for me. An experience which not much people will get a taste of.
Then, i thought of you. Being healthy and strong for so many years, then out of the sudden you've become frail and pale. It hurts badly to see the pain in your face, but there's nothing i can do to help you ease the pain in you. I really regret not having more time with you.
I'm sorry.
I love you, dad.
23:43
I'm tiredd, i'm exhausted. I'm at the urge of giving up everything, but there's still a glimpse of hope with made me hold on. It is worth for me to sacrifice just to achieve what everyone yearns for? I guess i'm just a piece of chess in people's life, or maybe not even a dust in it. Symptoms of depression? Maybe it has already existed since like 4 years ago, so it doesn't really matter does it? School work is draining me, school life is killing me. Damn. Hais, i'm tiredd of living ONCE AGAIN. Fuck. Anyway, i seriously pissed off with this lady in the library. I swear i could just smack the F word right in her face. I'm using the plug not a fucking battery for my laptop, so there's nothing such as off-ing the laptop outside you noob. There's no need to give me ur damn attitude just because you need to rush off. If that's the case that i'm just a student that u can shout at, then don't be surprise if u see unpleasant words flying towards you. Sorry for my vulgarities. Bye people. I'm off to my un-wonderland where dreams becomes nightmares. =) Screw my life.
23:36
School's so damn busy since the year has started. Everyday is the same routine, go school, do work, sleep, then it repeats itself. I'm so freaking tiredd that i can sleep almost anywhere. It's so torturous that i have to force my eyes open when it really can't take it. lOlx. A lot of things had happened recently, some ups and downs, but i think mostly are downs? I don't know, just more of a bad mood and bad temper for me. My poor boy had suffered a lot right? hahaha! PW is damn tiring. Just finished my draft2 yesterday, hope it would be fine. ;D Hmmm, i think i'm really exhausted every since school started. I seems so blur and forgetful nowadays. Most of the time i can't even catch what people are talking about, then i realised i'm starring blankly at them. LOL. I'm so sorry. ;X Can't think of anything to type now. Hahaha! So i shall end this post. ;D
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Cherish what ever you have,
And, don't take them for granted.
If not, you're so gonna lose them.
11:39
help me..
i don't want to cry anymore..
i just want to be happy like we used to be..
23:43
