There's something wrong with blogger again. -.- Finally, managed to watch Ice Age3 with Eliza, Soonkee and Audi after school on Tuesday! =DD It's super nice and funny! Lucky i didn't missed it! Wahahah! Trained home with Eliza and Soonkee while Audi took bus home. Yeah! I love Ice Age3~ =DD Went to Junction8 to buy Steph's present and collect the cake from my house area after school on wedd! Super tiredd and i managed to finish my work early! Celebrated our dearest Steph aka SIS's birthday in advance today during our break time! The wind is like super strong and everything is like flying? Even the cakes luh! And unluckily, my new Chemistry textbook tio the flying cake! =( LOL! But is still super funny! Hahahah! So boredd in school! Many things happened, yet i don't know what should i do. Tomorrow's Parent day, but my mum's not going. Will be going out after that with friends! =DD Watching Murderer! Yeah! That's all! Bye! =)
22:47
Okay, finally my blogger is back to normal! I shall summarise the things that happened for the past few days. Thursday got early release so some of us decided to watch Ice Age3! Eliza, Soonkee, Jiaqing, Chaoteng and i head over to Westmall first while Audi went for his listening compre. End up, Westmall don't even have the timming we wanted luh! The starhub phone thing bluff all of us loh! Then we thought of going to Causeway point to have a try. Waited for Audi at the mrt station and trained to Woodlands. Sadly, there also don't have. Wth sia! So end upp all of us went Seoul Garden to eat! Eliza and i didn't eat much, but the guys really can eat alot! =X Hahaha! Chit-chat and laughed quite alot. lOlx. And because of my clumsiness, i dirtied my uniform! So many patches luh! -.- After seoul Garden all of us went home, Eliza took bus while the rest of us trained back. =)
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Friday we got to know some of our overall results, i was quite surprised by some of my results. lOlx. At least i didn't score as badly as i thought. =) Stayed back after school for GP project, but all of our mind seems blank especially mine! =X Hahahah! My badd. Wanted to meet Huiting and Kejun after school, but the GP project ended early and there's so many hours in between so end up didnt make it. =( Went Mac for lunch with Eliza after leaving school. Laugh damn lot because of the things we said! Hahaha! And we even had a plan for the following week! =DD Trained home after our lunch because of the Shaker Fries! =DD LOL!
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Yesterday morning went to help out at the stall. I was damn tiredd but no choice had to help. Left slightly early with jie because she's like half asleep? Hahaha. Watch Absolute Boyfriend at home! =DD Super nice and funny! And thanks to Eliza for lending me! Hee. Went to bathe and prepare because meeting Soonkee, Kelvin and Audi for Ice Age3! The 3 of them already reached there when i just left the house. lOlx. End upp, it was full house! WTH LAH! Damn sian. So we decided to watch Public Enemies and we had 2hours before the show. -.- We went to play pool before the show! =DD Damn funny luh! Poor Soonkee keep kena laughed by the 3 of us. Hahahah! And surprisingly, i lost to him 2rounds because the black ball went in. LOL! Head back to Amk Hub at 9pm, bought 2 sets of large combo and headed in. Soonkee and Kelvin's popcorn was almost half gone when the movie haven't even start luh! LOL! The show was so long and dumb! I was like so sleepy in the cinema and the show is like putting me to sleep more! I ate Audi's popcorn to keep myself awake! Hahaha! =X By the way, we're seating at the first row at the side. -.- Then there's the railing in front of us, so the 4 of us just conveniently put our legs there! LOL! =X I almost fall asleep and got spotted by Audi. Hahaha! =X Lalala! The dumb show ended at 12pm, and all of us didn't even understand what the show's about. -.- Went over to the mrt station with them to see if there's anymore train. lOlx. All of them trained home while i went back to hub. Bused home and sleep not long after. Super tiredd!
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Didn't went to the stall today. Hahaha! =X And i woke up at 2pm plus. Pro uh?! Finally get to sleep so much! =DD I still want watch Ice Age! ='( Hope can watch it lastest by wedd, because wedd is the last day! =(
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It's over i guess, we're strangers all over again.
17:07
Won't be blogging much nowadays, there's seriously something wrong with my blogger. I can't see the box where i type my post in. Can't even change the colours or upload anything. Wtf. Sian. I wonder when will it be fine again. Hais. that's all. Bye!
20:11
What the hell! There's something wrong with my blogger luh! =(
18:07
Everyone is given a chance,
It only depends on how each of them do with it.
Cherish or discard,
It's your choice. =)
17:14
I'm so tiredd that i don't feel like blogging anymore.
Life is so screwed. People can just come and go in my life without even letting me know.
Everything's so fucked upp.
Give me a break.
18:40
Happy birthday daddy.. <3
19:30
Got back some results today. Damn depressed during GP. =/ Hais. Chem's boring, totally no mood. Maths is okay, the teacher is not badd. =) GP and Physics are kinda boredd but still okay. Chinese is kinda funn. =) Went j8 with Huiting after school. Walk walk around and head home. The school's dumb. Super dumb. =)
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which is the correct path for me?
22:39
When can i find someone i can really rely on?
I feel so out of place everywhere i go, whoever i'm with.
Do i even belong here? =/
00:07
Done preparing everything by 7plus and started using the computer after that. Left house at 8am plus and meet Wati at AMK mrt station. Helped her carry a bag of books and we trained to Woodlands! Waited near the Ticket Office for the rest of the guys to reach. Some were late! We waited for so long sia. Tiredd leh! lOlx. Took a bus and meet Eliza at the bus stop near her house. =) Reached awhile and we started sorting out the books. Some books are so interesting! LOL. Eliza's comic books looks nice! Hahaha! =X I almost wanted to start reading it. Bleah! Then after sorting out the books, the test tubes thingy begins! =DD Wati and i began sorting out the macaroni. Omg man! So many sia! lOlx. And the letter 'u' is freaking weirdd and ugly! LOL! Chaoteng, Kelvin and Jiaqing joined in after awhile. Hahaha! Then Wati went to join Eliza, Soonkee and Rongsheng to try out the test tubes, and i joined them after awhile. =DD Few minutes later, my hand is covered with gel! LOL! A lot funny things happened during the trying out. Hahaha! Then we moved everything into the room because Eliza's mum was cooking our lunch. =D Continued with the test tubes stuff and my stomach suddenly growl damn loudly! =X Then everyone was laughing at me! LOL! So paisehh sia! First time growl so loudly, even louder than during exams! =X Hahahah! So we went to eat our lunch, and slacked awhile. =) Continued the rest after lunch, then Wati went off at 3plus. The rest of us started playing poker cards and after awhile i stopped playing cards and used Eliza's laptop instead! Hahaha! Left her house at 4plus going 5. Bused back to Woodlands mrt station and i trained back to AMK while the guys went for their dinner. The test tube stuff is so funn! LOL! =X Hahaha! Hmmm, but will have to do a lot during the mart! Omg. That's all for today bah! =D
20:02
Woke up at 9am and called my dear 'sis', gordan, to wake him up. LOL. But he wanted to sleep until 9.30am. Then out of the sudden, he's online and done bathing. lOlx. Used the laptop until 10am then went to bathe and prepare. Reached YCK mrt not long then Raymond called because he's at Bukit Batok and have nothing to do there. lOlx. =X Hahaha! Then trained all the way to Bukit Batok to meet Eliza first. Went ShopnSave to buy our tidbits! Muahahah!~ Then went to find Raymond but saw him coming into West Mall. lOlx. Had lunch at subway but didnt eat much. Eliza and i shared half the Subway bread and we didnt finish it. Hahaha! The mustard is weirddd!~ If i'm not wrong, it's sour right? lOlx. I didn't know that. LOL! Okay, i'm never ever going to eat mustard ever again! It spoilt my whole bread! =( Head to school for dumb Physics lesson for 4hours. So boring sia! Finished Kinematics and started on a new topic, i forgot what's the topic called. LOL. =X Didn't managed to eat my pringles during class. I was so damn sleepy during class. Hahaha! Trained home with Eliza after lesson, meet Huiting and Kejun at AMK hub for dinner! We had dinner at this restuarant called 'Shi Pin' and the one i ordered had freaking lots of rice. Omg sia, so damn full and i can't even finish it. Walked around, they bought ice-cream and we bused home! lOlx. I'm so tiredd and sleepy! =( Need to sleep early tonight, will be meeting the 'mart people' at Woodlands tomorrow morning! =) That's all!~ Bye! =D
22:10
Woke up in the noon because of the heavy rain. lOlx. Damn boredd at home. Nothing much to do. Then meet Benjamin at AMK hub around 3pm to play pool!~ =DD Wahahah! Finally can play pool liao! lOlx. I tyco a lot but not counted. Hahaha! Hmmm, then there's one a guy at the table in front of ours hit the ball, and it hit my back! Omg sia, so damn pain. Stupid. =X Played for quite a few rounds, but i lost count. LOL. Anyway, i won the last round! Wahahahah! =X That's what i remember! =X Lalala!!~ Then bused home from the interchange while Benjamin went home to do his presentation. Hahaha! Jiayous bah! =D Bump into Andy &co. on the bus, chit chat awhile then went home.Reached home and ate durians! lOlx. Now got nothing to do again, tomorrow still have Physics for 4HOURS! =/ Sian. Gotta study hard! That's all for today bah! I want play pool again! =X
18:17
End of promos! Wheee!~ I was feeling so sleepy before the paper starts. Totally ran out of enegry after the paper ended. Freaking tiredd. Then trained down to Bugis with Wati, Eliza, Soonkee, Kelvin, Jiaqing, Chaoteng and Rongsheng. =) Went Art friend to look for test tubes, but it was damn expensive there! =X Then one of the assistance gave Wati the number of the supplier. Hahaha! Then after calling the supplier to ask about the details, we head over to Toa Payoh to find the supplier. Saw a lot of test tubes there! LOL! So cool! =X Bought all the test tubes and stuffs which costed us 100bucks and even got some free ones! But at least it's below our budget, thanks to Wati! =DD lOlx. And of course, the guys carried those things! =X Wahahaha! Rongsheng went off after that while the rest of us had our lunch at Fork&Spoon. =) Walked around Toa Payoh looking for gel. LOL. Managed to find some and head off to Popular!~ Bought quite a lot of stuffs and our legs are so freaking tiredd. It seems like we've walked the whole nation, but actually it's only a couple of places. =X Hahaha! Then trained home with the rest after everything is settled. =D Today's quite funn, but i think i'm too tiredd. =/ Will be going to Eliza's house on Friday to try out the test tubes! Need to wake up early! Hahah! My eyes are closing~ Bye!~
18:04
Still can't believe that Musical is cancelled. The day we've been waiting for so long. These few days had been so tiring for me. And all the bad moods and pressures eventually resulted in a badd headache in the morning. My iPod seems to be my good friend for now, a friend who helps me to escape from the reality. Will be having my last paper tomorrow, and i haven't revise any yet. Damn it. Don't feel like blogging liao. Bye.
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I will find the best way to end my life, alone.
14:30
I'm fucking tiredd of living in this world. I've lost faith in everything which i cherish a lot. It's exhausting just being myself. Why should i bother entertaining others when me, myself ain't a bit happy at all? What's the point of treasuring a friendship which can just be discarded because of a relationship? Why must i explain myself so clearly when not a single piece of shit cares? I had enough of it. I don't feel like living anymore. How i wish a car will just bang me and end my fuckedd up life. Putting on a smile even when i'm not a single bit happy is torturing. Everytime i feel like crying, but i can't. There's no place where i can hide to cry my heart out. I can only force the tears back. Why must life get even more complicating as we grow? Can't it just remain simple? It's not as if i don't want to walk out of what i've been struggling for years, but everytime i tried to, things just got worse and i just fall back to the hole which i never managed to get out. But who understand? No one. I will keep to my deal. Or even longer than that. I just want a simple life. How difficult is that? I will not bother anyone, so leave me alone. How i wish my dad hadd brought me along with him..
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Have u ever imagine how our lives will be like when u just leave like that? Did u even know how others commented on us after you're gone? I know i shouldn't be blaming you for leaving us because you can't control it, but how i wish you are here when we needed you. In order not to let others look down on us, we had no other choices but to be strong. If you're still around, will life be better then? At least i know i will be happier, we will be happier. Maybe this is what i get because i don't have the courage to face the truth, i chose to concentrate on my studies than accompanying you. And i regretted that. I used this as an example of someone else's life and wrote a composition titled 'Chance' during secondary one, and i got the highest. The marks doesn't matter to me, it's the fact that i wanted another chance. Just another chance to accompany you because that will be the last chance i could have. How i wish i could erase my memory and forgets about the moment i see you having your last breath. It feels like the end of the world for me, i just feel like a zombie at that very moment. I wanted you back so badly, but i can't. I hate you, for leaving us behind. Yet, i missed you so badly that i wish you've brought me along.
I miss you, daddy. <3
21:39
MY WHOLE HOUSE IS VIBRATING LIKE MADDD!!~ LOL! =X Because of the construction of that dumb lift which will be right outside my door, they are drilling don't know what shit. The whole flat is like vibrating non-stop! Omg sia! LOL. Gotta go bathe liao~ Going Northpoint later to find Hongying and see pets! =DD whahaha!~ Then going Bugis with Huiting to hunt for our handphone pounch! =DD Bye~
14:00
Please don't pressurize me.. =/
23:17
Totally speechless about today's paper. History's gone case, chemistry is fucked up. What happened to me today?! Damn depressed after both papers. My energy is drained upp till the very last bit. I totally gave up on both papers. =/ I'm gonna study hard for Physics! Finally can give my brain a rest, having headache so recently. Damn it. Hais. Nothing more to type. Bye~
20:57
I think i screwed my Maths today! =/ Really hope i can at least get a pass! Hais. Went to Cafe after the paper to slack with Huiting & co. Triedd to absorb some History and Chemistry, but i failed. =/ Then mug Chemistry from 12.30pm to 2plus going 3pm. A bit went in, but i think mostly is still hanging outside. LOL. Trained back to AMK with Huiting and Steph at around 4pm i think. Bought sushi at hub and i managed to destroy the evidence before getting home! LOL! =X Wahahaha!~ I feel so shit today! I feel like i'm doing Amaths paper during sec4! My answer sheet has so many freaking blanks! Hais. And now, i'm stuck in between History and Chemistry. What the toot sia! I'm getting a headache! =( I ran out of brain juice! Can anyone spare me some?! LOL. -.- After tomorrow and i'm FREEEE!!~ Okay lah, still left with Physics on 7july. Hahahah! Argh, nothing blog liao. Bye!~
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2 new ones has replaced the old one! =)
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Ignored. Annoyed. Avoiding.
And it's all because of me..
I get it..
18:50
