Hais, damn it. As the day gets nearer, i'm getting more emo each day. After so many years, i still can't get over it. I just realised for the past few years, i've been trying to divert myself away from thinking about the june holidays when i was secondary1. Allowing myself to get addicted to online games so i won't have any spare time to think about other stuffs, but i guess it's not that useful afterall. Every little small things can remind me of you, even if it's just familiar footsteps. Whenever i heard footsteps which sounded like yours, it will always remind me of you coming back from work, then i'll realised it's just my memories of you. Images of you will flash through my mind, almost making me feel that it's so real. But what can i say? All i want is you to guide me through my life and giving me a chance to be fillal. Or maybe it's just too late for me. I guess this made me change a lot. I wonder which is the real me now. Nevermind, i shall stop talking about it le. If not, i think i will be emo again. Damn it.
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Daddy, i really miss you.
Appear more in my dreams okay?
I love you. =)
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