Feel so out of place recently. I'm so tiredd until i don't feel like talking to anyone at all. Talking to anybody just makes me realised how out of place i am. I realised i'm just a calefare in anyone's life. Just someone extra to fill upp the emptiness. You can plan your stuffs without letting me know what's going to happen, and then tell me last minute and expects me to follow. Do you even care about how i feel? Do you even know what's going on in my life? Stop saying as if is i don't want to go instead of that i can't go! Fuck. I guess you don't even know if i'll be busy on that day. All you can say is "It will be so fun if you've go with us." but did u even tell me in the first place? Then what you expect me to do when it's already so damn fucking last minute? Whatever luh. I should get used to it. I don't expect much from anyone now. I won't bother trying to fit in anymore. Don't blame me if i give you some goddamn attitude, since you don't even think about how i feel, why should i care about you? Get the fact into your damn head, your own attitude ain't much better than mine!

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