02/04/09
I was fucking pissed with my laptop. It kept auto restart & hang there while i was transferring some files between my laptop & phone. Ended up, jie's K800i was screwed. I don't know what happened, it just spoilt. What the fuck man. Then i changed back to my W760i. At first, it was still working fine so i continued to transfer my files. After awhile, the buttons aren't working again. Damn fucked up. & i think my laptop tio virus that's why it always auto restart like every 5minutes. -.- Finally after i transferred all my files, kor wanted to use. I mean it's not that i'm angry with him or what. It's just that i'm not in a very good mood yesterday & the laptop pissed me off. Maybe it's because i'm not in a good mood, my tone sound kinda attitude. My badd. And few minutes later, i just break down. =/ I triedd to control my tears, but it just kept coming out. I felt damn stressed at that moment, i don't know why. Then i went into jie's room because i wanted to be alone to clam myself down. But i felt even more depressed after that, i can't help it. I felt like taking the penknife and slash my arm. Hongying, xinn & jie was trying to comfort me, but it made me feel worse for quite awhile, because i didn't want them to see me in this way. I'm just angry with myself & not anyone else. =/ Then jie & kor started quarelling because of the misunderstanding i've caused. I couldn't stand it because it's my fault, & i locked myself in the bathroom. I don't want to hear anything at all, i don't want to see anyone. After all those crying, both my eyes were swollen, can't stand it. & i'm freaking tiredd. Kor helped me reformat my laptop & i guess it's okay now. Took a bath & went to bedd at mum's room at around 1am plus going 2am. =/
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03/04/09
Woke up at around 5.50am & went to prepare everything. Met Huiting at bus stop & we trained to Yishun for awhile. Went back to Huiting's house while waiting for Kejun. Then we proceed to Yio Chu Kang Stadium for the Mayflower Sports Day. At first, we couldn't get in. Don't know what's wrong with the teachers' mind luh. But we managed to get in at around 9am plus. The whole thing is quite boring, everyone seems so lifeless and sian-ed. Huiting, Kejun & i left the stadium ar 10am plus & headed to AMK central for out breakfast! Then went to the polyclinic to consult doctor.* Yarh. Trained to Somerset to watch L.O.V.E, the show with good-looking actors & actress! But the show isn't as good as what i've expected it. I almost fell asleep luh. Some parts are quite boring, while some are damn funny. We should have watched Hotel For Dogs! Nevermind, we watch it one Good Friday! =) Spent quite a lot today. Bought something, went arcade & blah blah blah. I can't remember. Headed home after that. =) Enjoyed today with my B1 & B2! It's a pity that B4 didn't come. Hope we can go out more often & spend more time together! x33 Sorry & thanks hubby for helping me to settle the things in school today because i didn't attend. Yup. Hope i will be able to catch up next week. I think i really need a break once in awhile. If not i think i will get depression! =(
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I called, but u're asleep. I thought i could get some comfort from you. I was a little disappointed, but it's okay because you still have to attend school the next day. So it doesn't matter bah, i guess.
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That's all people! I'm going out later. Will post again if can. =)
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