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Monday, January 26, 2009

Everything seems to be changing. I wonder if that's good or badd.

It feels like history's repeating itself.

Are all the things going to happen to me again?

Do i have to go through all those stuff once again? =/

Whenever i tried to change my life, i screwed the other things.

I don't want to be alone facing everything again.

Don't know what more can i say, no one will understand.

Is everything fake? How fake can people really be?

Hais. All i can do is running away from reality.

Running from things which i refused to admit it's the truth.

I guess i'm tiredd but just refused to stop running. =/

Loves all my friends & hubby! <33

with love, hann ❤01:43

Friday, January 23, 2009

Working again today. Boring!

Wonder who i'm working with today. Bleahs.

I hope my chalet will be fun. =/

Hais. Feeling damn weird recently, but i don't know why.

That's all bah. Nothing much for me to post.

Bleahs. Gotta bathe. =(

I want to go out with all my friends!! =DD

Meet upp soon! ^^

with love, hann ❤09:11

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Woah. It's been 6days since i've last blogged. =X

Was busy with work recently. Getting damn irritated with Josephine.

Lalala! Was currently semi-ignoring her in progress. LOL.

Didn't have time to go out with all my friends! =(

Really miss the times with them! Hope we go out more often during CNY! =D

Many things happened. Yet nothing for me to write because i chose to forget.

Adults can really be weirdos sometimes. Do weirdd things, say weirdd stuffs.

Hahah. Don't know lah. =/

Holidays + working = BOREDD!

Funan's currently lacking people to work. Could only get 1 or 2 days off each week.

That Josephine still there nag nag nag. So noisy luh.

CNY coming le. But still got a lot things i've not done yet.

Hais. Things do change people. =/

I want to go back to secondary school life!

At least i got my friends with me! =((

I guessed Huiting had successfully brainwashed me that holidays are badd!

LOL. School days are so much better luh. Bleahs.

Don't know if i should go out today. Hais.

NO MOOD! NO MOOD! Everything seems so fucked upp.

Kitchen is funn! i get to take the hot plates! Wahahah! =DD

Hais. Sian. Blah blah blah!

with love, hann ❤09:25

Friday, January 16, 2009

Hais. Damn depressed ever since got back results. =/

It seems like everyone know what they wanted, except me.

I've submitted my choices but it seems crapp to me.

Should have study harder for my O'levels. =/

Hais. Maybe i shouldn't even submit my choices.

Then i can do things that i've wanted to.

Depressed. I want spend money! =/

I want everyday go out with friends & piggy! Bleahs.

Hais. Dont know bah.

with love, hann ❤10:04

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Results was kinda shit for me i think. =/

L1R4 was still okay but L1R5 is shit man! lOlx.

Luckily my science met my expectations! Wahahah! =D

Emaths was quite a disappointment.

Amaths was surprising! LOL. Didn't expect i could get that grade!

Others was okay bah. Didn't really disappoint me much. lOlx.

Ohh. My L1R4 & L1R5 is the same as Huiting's!

Omg. Hahah! I guess we bought too many similar things,

Until our grades are similar too! LOL. =D

Happy & disappointed at the same time.

Maybe i'm going crazy. lOlx. Blahs!

with love, hann ❤10:04

Nothing to blog about. Past few days was kinda emo.

Don't know what i'm supposed to do now. =/

Can't figure out which choices to make.

Just hope there's someone i know after being posted to some damn school.

Not that the schools are lousy lah.

Just don't like changes. Stupidd. Hais.

Thanks people for cheering me up, but i'm still disappointed with myself.

Hais. Regrets. Blah blah blah! Don't know lah.

Josephine's making me irritated fast. Really feel like slapping her. =X

Maybe i won't be posting much recently until things are better.

See how bah! =/

with love, hann ❤08:50

Monday, January 12, 2009

Today's the day.

Will i be disappointed or happy with my results? =/

Didn't managed to stay overnight at Kejun's house last night.

Mum said i've been going out recently. Hais.

Forget it. I just don't feel like staying at home.

Everyone's talking about results. After getting mine, people will start to ask.

Maybe i should go MIA for awhile bah. =)

Alone or with friends, who knows.

Freaking nervous now. Hais.

Will i cry later? Hahah. Maybe bah. =/

Meeting Huiting & Kejun at hub for a movie.

Maybe it's just wasting money because i don't think we'll have the mood.

Hahah. Then we'll be going back school for lunch.

Gotta spray my hair in school. lOlx.

I hope the teachers won't come talking to me. =/

Everyone just ignore me please. Don't asked or talk to me about anything.

Unless you are the people i want to talk to.

Hais. Don't know bah. =/

JC or Poly? JC or Poly? JC or Poly?

Really hate this question. LOL.

Everythings' coming to an end. Maybe my life's too. =)

with love, hann ❤08:50

Sunday, January 11, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAIN JIEJIE! ^^

ALL THE BEST & STAY PRETTY!

Arghh! Stupidd lah! =/

I've drained up my last year's angbao money. lOlx.

I got my pay in my account but i can't use it! Omg lah. =/

Bought 2 belts for myself! One black & one white! =DD

Ohh. Meet huiting & Kejun, then Xinyi & Xinhui to go for open house!

Open house at Ngee Ann was cool! We had so much fun there! lOlx.

The people there are so friendly & funny. Hahah!

We're like trying everything there & claiming all the free gifts! =X

But we didn't managed to get the coffee & the bear,

Because we didn't finished the whole things. Saded. =/

Singpore Poly was kinda boredd. People are so dao.

They aren't even friendly at all lah. All do their own things.

The only people that came to talk to us are their lecturers. -.-

Then we went back Ngee Ann & Kejun got her hand bandaged! LOL.

We're planning how to trick Weili & Auntie on the way back to Raffles.

Hahahh! The whole thing went quite well with Kejun's last minute acting!

LOL. My legs are breaking after one whole day! =/

Ate Paper prata & Honeydew sago for dinner! lOlx.

Was playing around with Huiting & Kejun while Kejun's doing closing.

Hahah! Ohh. We've got new names! =X

The group's call MonGoatKey. LOL.

I'm call Mon, Huiting's call Goat & Kejun's call Key. Hahahahh!

There's a damn funny & lame story behind this names! LOL.

Bleahs! That's all for yesterday.

1day to death.

I don't want to face the realilty!

Should i back out? I'm afraid.

Will i be disappointed by my results?

How i wish i could end everything! =/

with love, hann ❤00:11

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Damn tiredd & sleepy today! Work was still okay i guess. =/

Ate Pepper Rice during break then took a damn short nap there.

KimFu scare me, because i was sleeping.

Then when i lift my head, i saw he sitting in front eating. lOlx.

Went toilet & buy tibits at Cold Storage after that. =)

Bought 2 packets of peanuts & 2 packets of M&N! Wahahah!~

Continued working. Nothing much to talk about.

Just the same old things! Bleahs! =dd

Meet Huiting & bus home together! =DD

Funny things happened during the journeys. Hahahah!

Hais. Not in a very good mood today. =/

Was walking at the carpark with my eyes close just now.

If a car come speeding, i won't be here posting anymore.

Everything will come to an end. =)

Then i'll be missed by people. Hahah! Don't know bah.

Don't feel like going back school on 12th to take results.

Feel like suiciding & ending every single thing. =/

I'm getting depressed with life again. Tiredd of living in this world.

Hais. I want die. Someone please kill me for me! =)

The insecurity is killing me.

History is repeating itself in a different form.

I guess by giving my 100% will really kill me.

Should i continue to give my 100%?

You're mine, but not mine only. =/

Do you understand now?

I guess not bah.

Your mind puts me in the first place,

But i don't think your heart does.

Tears will be accompanying me tonight. =)

with love, hann ❤01:01

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Had off today! & i slept untill 12pm plus! Wahaha! =X

Then was slacking at home & using lappy.

Nothing do to so started feeling sleepy again. =X

Was falling asleep while waiting for jie to come home. Hahah.

When she came home, i ate my lunch & went to bathe.

Jie was sleeping when i was bathing. lOlx.

After i changed, i started watching tv again. Hahah!

Guess what? I fall asleep again on the sofa! LOL!

Damn pro right?! Jie & i took turns to take our nap! =X

After tat went Bugis with jie to meet xinn & Shining. =)

We went shopping at Bugis Street. Bought quite a lot of things.

Damn freaking tiredd after that! Legs breaking! lOlx.

The 50bucks mummy gave me is gone after few hours! Hahah! =X

Went back to Bugis Junction for our dinner!

Then saw the NewUrbanMale shop so went in to see my slipper! =D

Wahahah! Jie, xinn & Shining bought that slipper for me!

As early birthday present! Damn cool!! =DD

Thanks lots! Really love it lots!

Plus my NUM slippers is dark purple luh! ^^

After everything, then train to AMK & bus home!

Today's a quite funn day, but i think i'm too tiredd! =/ Paisehh ehhs!

Ohh! & i got the so-called "friendship band" on my ankle le. lOlx.

Jie & i got the same, then xinn & shining got the same. =)

Sorry can't accompany you today!

Will make it upp to you someday! =)

Loves you lots! x33

with love, hann ❤23:33

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE!

You like the present a lot right? Hahah! =)

Sorry i can't accompany you later! I will make it upp to you someday!

Enjoy your day later! =DD Love you! x33

Just now watched Twilight again at Cineleisure with Huiting!

Even though it's already the third time, i still love it! =DD

Didn't managed to catch three movies just now but it's okays! lOlx.

Went Bugis to meet up with Kejun, Yixuan, Shimin & Janice for dinner!

Had Seoul Garden! My first time sia! LOL. =X

We hadd 6 people so hadd to split 2 tables. Hahah.

Yixuan, Huiting & i one table, then Kejun, Shimin & Janice one. =)

At first we were happily eat our own food,

Then we began competing between the 2 tables! LOL.

Yixuan was full damn fast so out tables only left Huiting & i.

Janice was still normal. But Kejun & Shimin are SCARY! =X

Both if them are damn pro at eating! Non-stop sia! Hahaha!

Huiting & i felt like puking by keep eating. LOL. =X

The whole thing seems so funny. Hahaha!

It's like when Kejun's table finished their soup, i quickly pour ours too!

Then when they wanted a refill, we asked for one too!

But they are like still hungry & we're damn full! =X

Ate damn lots of seafood, beef & chicken! Freaking full!

Then Kejun, Huiting, Janice & i had ice creams! =DD

I had four scoops! Wahahah! Damn nice lah! =X

After the whole thing all of us were damn freaking full & bloated.

It was funn! Didn't expect things to be so funn just now! Hee.

Trained back hub after dinner! =)

Sent Kejun off to bus interchange, then Huiting & i headed to the cinema!

Watched Seven Pounds. The show was okay only leh. =/

The story was quite messy & i was damn blur at the start. LOL.

Hmm. I don't think it's worth my 7.50bucks! Saded!

Bleahs! Then we bus home after that. =)

Got a stupidd guy sat at "our house" on the bus!

Huiting gave him a stare & i scolding stupidd at him. =X

Hahahaha! He's unwanted guest!! LOL.

I don't think much people understand what i'm talking about. =dd

Lalala!~ Ohh! I bought a shirt today! =)

First time i was buying clothes when out with friends!

I want buy jacket! That will be my next target! Bleahs!

Piggy's back in singapore le! Yeah! I'm happy! =DD

Will be going out tomorrow before work! Wahahah! =X

That's all i guess! I'm tiredd!! =/

Happy 1 month hubby! =)

I hope things will work out fine!

Loves you! x33

with love, hann ❤00:32

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Ohh! Yesterday Wain jiejie passed jie & i our christmas present!

& guess what?! She got me a vampire gloomy bear! =DD

So cool! I was like screaming in the house! =X Hahah!

The wings also can move de! lOlx. So cute!

Shall post the pictures of it soon! =DD

Lalala! Going out soon i think. lOlx.

Thanks Wain jiejie! I love the present lots! ^^

with love, hann ❤10:10

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUITING! ^^

You're old now! LOL! Another 39days & it'll be my turn. =X

Hahah! Enjoy ur 17th year! All the best in everything you do!

Remember no matter what happens, Kejun & i will be there! =DD

Hope that everything this year will be smooth for you!

Take care & stay crazy! lOlx. ^^

Will be going Huiting's house later for chocolate meal! LOL.

Then after that we'll train to Cineleisure for movies!

Note the "s". LOL. Yupp movieS! Hahah!

Meeting the rest in the evening for dinner!

I do hope everything will be fine later! =)

Everyone please don't spoil each other's mood!

If not i'm gonna curse the person who did it! lOlx. Lalala!~

Huiting & i will catch another movie when we're back at hub!

Wahaha! Movies day sia! Cool ehhs?! =DD

That's all for now! Gotta bathe!

Hubby's back in sg today! Yeah! =DD

I survived the waiting! LOL. Bleahs!

Loves you piggy! x33

with love, hann ❤08:58

Monday, January 5, 2009

Damn fucked upp now! Arghh!

How would i know what's happening to my legs lah!

If i knew, i won't to going to the doctor right?

The doctor also say it can't be cure! Then what am i supposed to do?

Fuck. Sibei pekcek now. =/

Not that i'm being attitude, but there's really nothing i can do with it.

Not as if i don't want it to be cured! Fuck man.

I don't have any cream & which fucking cream do you want me to use?

I used a fucking cream last time & tio rashes.

If that's gonna happen & make it worse, i rather don't use any.

Just chopped off lah! Let me die lah! Fuck.

I guess i'm not as pissed now. Hais. =/

Paisehh for another vulgar post. Bleahs.

Didn't managed to stay in school for long today.

The security guard & the lady in office is damn guai lan.

So end upp we just went to pass Hongwei my textbooks & went off.

So sian. Stupidd school. LOL. =X

Went for movie with Huiting just now. =)

We watch Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea. LOL.

Such a long name. I hope i didn't get it wrong. Hahaha!

The show was funny. The Ponyo looks like a chicken at certain time.

Hahahah! Makes me want to laugh during the show. =X

Bleahs! Ate nachos during the show. Damn nice!

Then had prata sausage after that! Yeah! =DD

Bus home after that. Bleahs! That's all i guess.

with love, hann ❤15:56

Ohh i forgot to talk about something.

During work yesterday, something made me fucking pissed lah! =X

FamilyA bought Beef Pepper Rice & familyB bought Curry Beef.

Then Curry Beef was done which was supposed to be familyB's.

But familyA's little girl came to take it. -.-

How the hell would i know who's girl is that?!

I said Curry Beef Pepper Rice to the little girl to confirm the order.

She didn't say anything & just took the Pepper Rice.

Then familyB came & asked for their Curry Beef after that.

& familyA's Beef Pepper Rice is out. I was like huh?

The little girl took it & i thought that she knew the order?

End up familyA's daddy came & said to me this.

FamilyA's daddy: I asked if this is my order & you said yes.

Me: HUH?

FamilyA's daddy: *shakes head*

Then he gave me back the Curry Beef. Fuck.

& familyB's daddy asked if he could get a new one.

So of course i gave a new one. -.-

Fuck lah. In the first place you didn't came to take the Pepper Rice!

Your daughter did! & how the hell do i know who's daughter is she?!

At least let your daughter know what you've ordered right?!

Fuck lah. Still dare to shake ur fucking head at me. LOL.

When i turned around to scoop the soup, i was like damn fucked upp.

But familyB's daddy is still okay. =)

He still said that if it's troublesome for us he could pay again.

& he said it's not my fault! Which makes me feel less pissed.

Lalala! That's all i wanted to add! =X

Paisehh for all the vulgarities! Forgive me! >.<

with love, hann ❤01:28

Yesterday at work was still okay.

Was working with a ex PepperLunch crew. I saw him a couple of times before.

He looks almost the same age as me. Hahaha!

Bleahs! Bought a lot of things yesterday.

Collected jie's present which was so damn BIG! lOlx.

Ohh! Then there was one time, there's a group of guys who came.

Starting i thought they wanted to eat PepperLunch.

Some came to see, but none bought to eat! Stupidd lah. lOlx.

Then after awhile 2 came back, but bought nothing.

& i heard one of them saying "go ask lah!"

Which makes me think nothing good is going to happen later! LOL.

As expected, that group came to PepperLunch store before leaving.

When they are walking towards the store, i decided to hide in kitchen.

But they are like waiting for me to go outside! =/

So no choice i went out pretending i knew nothing. Hahaha!

Then one came over & told me that one of his friend wanted my number.

I was like "ehh cannot bah." So stupidd lah! LOL.

Omg lah. So scary! & no one helped me! Bleahs!

Going home was so tiring! Because there's a big bottle of Peach Tea in my bag!!

Bused home with Huiting & Kejun after that!

Ate my chocolate muffin! Yum! =DD Hahaha!

Went over to Huiting's house at around 11am plus today.

Then carried 24packets of drinks each to the bus stop!

Which was like 6kg if i'm not wrong? lOlx.

My hands breaking! & Huiting's really strong lah! =DD

Paisehh woman! & thanks for helping me take went going bus stop! =)

Then bus to her cousin's house. The bus is like so mono lah!

I was like falling asleep. LOL. =X

Went to eat Long John for lunch! Wahahah! Damn nice!

I'm in love with Long John! =DD Lalala!~

Continue shopping for BBQ's things after lunch. Hahah!

Then went back to put the things at her cousin's house.

I was sticking to the television after that! LOL! =DD

At around 3pm, Huiting & i left her cousin's house to go AMK hub.

Meet up with Ruofan, Ian, Rongyi, Haoming, Zixuan, Darren at 4pm.

Then bus back to SengKang interchange to meet up more people.

Went to collect the cake & meet up with LLG, our gang, & other people. =)

Bus back to Huiting's cousin house again! LOL.

Then the BBQ starts! Hahaha! Everything was still okay bah!

I love the sambal stingray! Wahahaha! =DD

& i did something kinda dangerous i guess. =X

When we went up to the balcony-cum-fitness corner,

Yixuan & i decided to sit on the railing. LOL.

There's like no place for us to hold on, just have to make sure we don't drop!

Bleahs! Lalala! I guess i won't do it again bah!

If not piggy's gonna scold me again! =X Hee.

Ohh! I love the cake because it's Cookies & Cream! Yeah! ^^

Hahaha! Quite fun today! Guangliang was like keep playing with me.

LOL. Long time no see & he still likes to disturb me. Hahah.

Yupp! Everything was cool today. =)

Bus home after that. Damn tiredd & sleepy. Bleahs!

Anyway, Happy birthday in advance Huiting! ^^

Hope you enjoy today's BBQ! & don't forget our outing on tuesday!

Lalala!~ Happy happy! =DD

1day more to see you again!

Miss you! x33

with love, hann ❤00:35

Saturday, January 3, 2009

YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! Today's a happy day! =DD

I finally bought my PURPLE CRUMPLER BAG! Wahahah!

& Huiting bought the orange one! lOlx. =)

Thanks Huiting for lending me money first! You're the best!

Hahaha! I love it! Yeah! =X Bleahs!

Work was okay today! Did closing with Minnie.

I decided to learn kitchen! =DD Because i realised something!

Whenever the customers are unhappy, the person outside will get it. LOL.

The person outside will have to apologise no matter what.

Hahaha! So i'll be the one in kitchen soon! Lalala!~

Bused home with Huiting & Kejun just now.

Bought breads & muffins as dinner! Yum yum! =DD

Miss you hubby!

3days more & i'll be able to see you again! =)

Love you! x33

with love, hann ❤00:27

Friday, January 2, 2009

Nothing much happened. Just working almost everyday.

Don't really like to work with Jospehine sometimes!

She said she wants to teach me kitchen but she doesn't let me cook!

Like that how i learn?! -.-

If you don't let me hands-on, how you expect me to learn fast?

I want cook Pepper Rice also don't let me cook!

Sickerning loh! Bleahs! =dd

Slightly headache now. I guess i slept too late last night. =/

Supposed to be out by now, but Huiting didn't reply my messages!

I think she's still sleeping. Hahah. =)

Damn tiredd & sleepy! Lalala!~

Will be going to collect jie's present later. =)

Bought her a Bad Badtz Maru's cushion. lOlx. Hope she likes it!

Meeting Kejun for lunch during her break after that.

Then Huiting will start work & i will be leaving for Funan soon!

Bleahs! I'm boreddd!! =/

School started le! How i wish i could go back school study!

Really miss the days! I want go back school! )=

Gotta call Huiting again! Hahah! Post again at night bah!

Provided i'm not very tiredd! =DD

*gone~*

with love, hann ❤11:11

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Didn't know what happen to me last night. =/

Feeling kinda depressed after i suddenly wake up on the sofa.

Was waiting for piggy to online while watching show on tv.

Fall asleep after some time i think. =/

& i woke up at 1am plus going 2am. Sian.

Paisehh piggy! Didn't accompany you for long. =/

I guess i wasn't in the right mind last night!

Ohh! I did something just now! lOlx.

This my masterpiece! =DD

with love, hann ❤11:33