Being alone now is the path that i've choosen for the time being.
I don't wish to get hurt again.
I'm sorry if i hurt you with my decision.
I need time to heal.
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How i wish i could control my mind.
Then i would be able to stop myself from thinking about things that i shouldn't be thinking about.
Drew stickmen suiciding & knocked down by car on my o'levels question papers. =/
Why can't god just treat me better?
I feel numb.
Fuckers just get out of my life please.
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Went to do some facial thing with jie & xiin.
Damn pain during some time.
But if that could make the numbness away, i don't mind.
I have to stop thinking about stupid things.
Why don't just take my brain away?
I'm tiredd of living, but it isn't time for me to leave the world.
When will my time comes? I wonder.
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