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Friday, October 3, 2008

Now i realised i don't really belong to the clique.

I can't really get into the conversations you all have.

I'm getting depressed again. =/

There's no one i can confide to except ahboii & huiting.

Really thanks them alot. =)

I feel like crying, but i can only force myself not to.

I don't understand why is my life like that.

Why mus i suffer all these things? Why can't it just go away?

I cried in class yesterday, luckily no one noticed i think.

I wana cry my heart out. But i don't want to be alone. =/

I know i've changed alot since sec1, but what choice do i have?

This is the only way i can prevent myself from thinking about things that i don't want to.

I'm so sorry.

Home is suppose to be the most relaxed place one could have.

But mine, it's the plac e which i wanted to avoid the most.

Being at home is like in a place with strangers.

Everyone just did their own things, hardly communicate.

Memories can't be erased. Sadness will always be there.

The pain can't be eased. There's no cure to it.

I still don't have the courage to overcome it after 3yrs. =/

Really hate my life. It sucks.

Went for movies with huiting today.

Watch Connected. The show was damn nice & funny! =)

I like it! It seems years when we last watch a movie!

Thumbs up for Connected! ^^

Oya! I bought a gloomy bear stuff toy! ^^

Now i got 2 gloomy stuff toy, 2 gloomy claw & 1 gloomy pouch! YEAH! =D

I LOVE GLOOMY! =X

To ahboii:

Remember the promise ehhs.

You keep your promise & i promised you that i won't hurt myself again.

Thanks ahboii. =)

with love, hann ❤20:08