I'm depressed again today.
I don't think i belong in this world at all.
No matter what happens, i will be alone at times.
I gave up. I hate the feeling of being outcasted.
I would rather be alone. I should be used to it i think.
Cried in class today. I tried not to but i can't hold it any longer.
Ahboii accompanied me for awhile. & i was feeling better after that.
I feel like ending my life. It sucks totally.
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I know i'm at faults sometimes, but not everything is because of me.
Things you said sometimes pressurize me.
I hate the feeling, but you just can't get it.
Everything seems like i'm the one in fault.
I don't want things to end it this way, but i had already tried my best.
Believe or not is up to you people, i had nothing more to say.
Say whatever things you people want. I don't care anymore.
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I know i'm close with ahboii.
But he's the only person i can rely on in class.
I just needed someone who i can rely on.
'yeah, it's just you with you fucking excuses.' i know.
Hai. I will hide it within myself.
I won't spoil your reputation.
I will suffer the pain myself.
I'm the evil one. I'm the bad one. I'm the loser.
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Anyway, thanks ahboii, hongwei, venny & cai er. =)
I'm so sorry ahboii.
It's not that i want to ignore you. It's just that i didn't know what to say.
Hope you can understand & forgive me.
Sorry that i broke my promise today. I didn't know else can i do to vent my frustration.
I won't do it again le. Really. So sorry. =/
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I want to end everything.
Including my life.